Paul Haeder, Author

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tribute to the aging, the disenfranchised, the poor (economically) community, the developmental disabled, & the ones with a shit load of love with no strings attached . . .

Innocent victim of Friday coming-home traffic. At the tree lighting in Waldport. I was there with a client, who enjoys this seasons and all holiday seasons.

He volunteers all over, plays Santa Claus all over, helps with parades and events, and he has an infectious laugh, and, yes, he is “touched” by that sphere of being outside the sphere of this hell hole — hate, cheating, usury, getting one on your neighbor, sucking the life out of friends and family.

He told me about the mermaid he sees at Seal Rock. “It’s a secret cave. I’ve told people, but they don’t believe me. Just under the water, the cave is where she goes. There is air in the cave . . . . She’s got blue eyes. She is out when the sun is out . . . . You know, she eats, what, is that, yeah, that’s it, kelp and fish. Fins and what’s that, you know . . . oh that’s right, scales. People don’t believe me, but I have seen her many times at Seal Rock.”

Fucking yeah: 57, and he has a Section Eight apartment, and he receives his Social Security Disability payment once a month. He has food stamps, and he loves the various food pantrys in the area. He gets 40 hours a week for direct support professional help, and he gets 700 miles a month for those professionals to take him places. Fucking yeah. He wants to go to the WWF in Portland. He knows where all the free holiday meals are. He is a Special Olympian. He is a character who has embedded himself into the hearts of many in Lincoln County.

His poem, man, his poem:

Take pause, and then think of the monsters of the mania, the Super Predator Capitalists, the fucking Mengele and Oppenheimers of the world, tinkering, precautionary principle to the wind, and in the fucking end, why do we need this shit when we can’t even get lead-free water in major cities like Flint? We have near total homelessness, and we have the Blackstone’s and BlackRock’s and Vanguard’s killing the world.

Imagine this piece soiled diaper, Altman! Massive amounts of digital ink, and no one with true blood in their soul to call him out and tell him he is the fucking DDT of AI, of digital fuck-dom. He should of course be shot on sight.

According to mainstream conjecture, the board’s ousting of Altman was motivated partly by concerns that he was reckless—that he had put OpenAI on the fast track, pursuing a Zuckerbergesque “move fast and break things” course, rather than proceed cautiously, with due respect for risks posed by AI.

On the other hand: Altman is on record as being deeply concerned about those risks, including the possibility of a superintelligent AI someday choosing to extinguish humankind. And that record begins many years ago, before his and OpenAI’s prominence gave him reason to fake such concern.

In 2015, 10 months before OpenAI came into existence, Altman began a blog post about “superhuman machine intelligence” (which roughly corresponds to “artificial general intelligence,” or AGI) like this: “Development of superhuman machine intelligence (SMI) is probably the greatest threat to the continued existence of humanity.”

Fucking shot right-between-those-rat-toolose-to-each-other eyes; and all the millions of fucking other wannabe rich fucks putting in time and energy, getting those $200K-plus a year jobs writing code and manipulating the “intelligence,” they too should be shot on site — head shot, clean and simple. (Source: Note — Robert Wright discussed the OpenAI drama, and the question of how threatening artificial superintelligence is or isn’t, with tech writer Timothy B. Lee on the Nonzero Podcast this week.)

Rabid mother fucking dogs.


I prefer calling it “machine intelligence” and not “artificial intelligence” because artificial seems to imply it’s not real or not very good.  When it gets developed, there will be nothing artificial about it. Sam Fucking Altman!

Forget about it:

Some “experts” say with full conviction Hamas is winning this war.

They base it on Hamas having achieved a ceasefire which they consider is already a “win”. And then they said getting Israel to accept a 2-day extension is a further sign of Hamas upper-hand.

That is just wishful thinking. An illusion at best. It would be desirable. But, with Israel’s Defense Forces (IDF) armed to the teeth with western — mostly US — state-of-the-art weapons, plus top secret service advice from Mossad, CIA and UK’s MI6 (Military Intelligence, section six), such ideas are way detached from reality.

Israel-Palestine War: The Big Picture. Peter Koenig

Even the Chlamydia Clamoring Main Scum Media tell a modicum of truth:

Alas, I was with my client at the Senior Center, where he helped set up for meals on wheels, and I get to talking to many of the folk, mostly old timers, in their late 70s and early 80s, man.

Chuck from Racine, Wisconsin, talked about losing his wife five years ago to Alzheimer’s, and that was a six year ordeal, which isn’t too bad for that sort of brain disease.

He grew up in Kenosha, but ended up at the garbage disposal joint in Racine. Now, worldwide, this Racine outfit makes 90 percent of the world’s garbage disposals. Some so industrial that they could chew me and Chuck up and spit us out as gruel.

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At 19 he was assembling the various retail household models. Those were 8 hour days, and he was quick, ambidextrous. He ended up a supervisor, and then into sales. Imagine, he’s almost 80, and he’s still working independently, selling commercial washing machines. Mostly in Oregon and southern Washington.

Chuck and his wife adopted two boys while they were in their late 30s, and there you have another set of NON-Bezos and ALtman narratives.

He told me about a Tiger Cruise he took. [ Tiger cruises allow friends and family of deployed sailors and Marines to spend time aboard a sea-going vessel to experience the ship’s day-to-day operations. ]

More Scott Ritter Crocodile Tears propaganda.

U.S. Navy aircraft assigned to Carrier Air Wing 14 fly over the aircraft carrier USS Ronald Reagan during a "tiger cruise" air show in the Pacific Ocean, Sept. 5, 2011. Tiger cruises allow friends and family of deployed sailors and Marines to spend time aboard a sea-going vessel to experience the ship's day-to-day operations. Ronald Reagan is returning from a seven-month deployment.

Fuck these human stains.

And Chuck was impressed. Seven days on board. Left Hawaii on the way to San Diego. He said there was a war room with fucking 5 TV screens/monitors each 120 inch diagonal. Real time keyhole satellites tracked the entire trip. “They can see a item the size of a shoe box miles ahead or behind.”

I just do not think most Yankee Doodle Dandies or Ritter Russophiles know shit about how destructive the USA-NATO-EU-ISRAEL are. Five Eyes? Think Japan and Korea.

LINK.

I just do not think most people protesting the Israel HELL get it. WE HAVE LOST. GAZANS have lost.

On November 25th, over 100,000 people marched in the Canadian capital to demand a permanent ceasefire in Gaza and an end to the complicity of the Canadian government in Israel’s ongoing violence and colonization of Palestine. Sarah Abdelshamy, an organizer with the Palestinian Youth Movement, discusses the historic march and how Canada’s enabling of Israel’s genocide in Gaza is shaking up national politics.

It doesn’t matter if we protest outside Biden’s Hotel, or outside the child sex botiques where Nuland and Blinken and Yellen and Garland and Kagan are rolling around in their pink bubble Jacuzzis.

This is such a brain dead society sucking on the hind tits and teets of the military hogs and military steers. Every single true American stands for the Pledge, and most see God and Country and Exceptionalism and Other Capitalist Excrement as the Zenith of Man-Woman-They-KIND.

How do we “honor” 20,000 Palestinians Murdered? Think about that headline. Is it really only 20,000? What about the fucking living, the wounded, those survivors, the lost ones who have lost friends, family, neighbors?

You think that’s not death by 20,000 cuts, plus all the 100,000 buildings destroyed? You think 2.3 million in Gaza really can stomach it and bounce back from this hell, these genocidiers as their prison guards and executioners, these Jewish Supremacists, and then THE REST of the rats supporting this fucking Dirty Dealing Terrorist State, Isra-Hell?

Calls to resign? This fucking monster, and millions more, need to be shot on sight. Right between their fucking cold hearless dead-pool eyes!

And think of those dogs, those ass-lifting Anal Cavity Seeking Arab dogs who have not one millionth of the guts that the Yemenis have.

Enjoy the hell here: What Happened to the Jewish State of Israel? Part I

We NEED the Houthis:

Fuck these Zionists in every fucking direction!

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So, the tree lighting, the songs, the old people out on the bay, the candle (electronic) lit walk aover the bridge, yeah, lends pause. My man, my man, you betcha, he was happy, talking to anyone who would listen, and he has me helping him get a Moose Lodge membership to learn how to socialize better, and he’s looking for more places to do his Santa thing. My Man, My Man.

Cooking, Special Olympics and giving older people a hug and a helping hand. Can you image any of these dirty Poison Ivy League fuckers and the rest of the shit-hole college graduates giving a shit about my man, my man.

My man!

By targeting Israel and Israeli-owned vessels, the Yemeni resistance threatens Israel’s trade-based economy and exacts an international cost for Tel Aviv’s devastating war on Gaza.

Despite facing its own war-stricken challenges and humanitarian crises, Yemen has consistently demonstrated unwavering support and solidarity with Palestine. In the Arab world, the poorest state in West Asia stands unparalleled in organizing massive pro-Palestinian demonstrations.

However, recent events mark a historic shift, as the Ansarallah-led government, for the first time, has directly engaged in strikes against Israel that originate from the territory of “Happy Yemen.”

The extensive range covered by Yemen’s missiles and drones in their journey toward Israel – exceeding two thousand kilometers – serves as a resounding rebuttal to US attempts to contain the conflict from becoming a wider West Asian one.

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In one breath, I am right there with my man, my man, as he works his magic, looks to the right as we go south on Highway 101, and there, out there, he looks for those rocks, those seals, and that mermaid cave.

Seal Rock

Fuck the military, fuck the academics, fuck the politicians, fuck the lawyers, fuck the CEOs and fuck the Billionaires and Millionaires and their Hoof and Mouth Disease Foot Soldiers.

Give me my man, my man and his mermaids!

Mermaid sculptures adorn the grounds of the mermaid museum and adjacent Westport Winery. CREDIT: Tom Banse/N3
Una the Mermaid mesmerized youngsters who flocked to her traveling show tank, which was parked beside the new museum.

So much more compelling, sometimes, My Man, My Mand, than all those pretentioius and repetitious crappers on Substack, all those fucking “experts” (my fucking ass) braying and telling us who is and isn’t winning, and the endless white man’s burden claptrap, and now white woman’s wannabe white man’s new burden. Like mucous spit into the heavens.

MIT Visualizing Cultures

Think of Ben Shapiro or Scott Ritter or any number of great white mouths!

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I’ll take my man, my man, any fucking day of the week where the fucking white race and the fucking Western Culture spreads their spiritual and economic Chlamydia and and educational and scientific Gonorrhea throughout the land.

Seal Rock and Mermaids: My Man, My Man.

Seal Rock is a beautiful, fascinating beach on the central Oregon coast -  oregonlive.com

I might be showing him one of my kid’s favorites (my kid is 27 years old, but we still love those early days of her kiddo days)

Adapted from a Scottish novel by Rosalie Fry, and heavily imbued with the rich folklore tradition of the Emerald Isle, Roan Inish unfolds through tender family moments sprinkled with that special bit of magic: a child’s unbound imagination.

Unbound love, mother fuckers, and you will not find it in the pundits, for fucking sure.

Caithness Cliffs

Maybe we’ll make a selkie grave:

Selkie's Grave

Ahh, Faroe Islands: My Man, My Man!

Selkie Statue

And in the fucking end, it’s about each brown pelican hit by an SUV, shit storm vehicles fed by plastic and entwined with embodied energy and fuel, all that hydrocarbon pit cooked and combusted, that ultimate gold along now with the new gold, endless stolen data fed into the AI-AR-MR-VR machine.

The world is so fucking confusing when thinking about the White Man, the White Man:

More beauty in the dead than all those LIVING:

The Standing Living Dead:

Poison:

Joint Chiefs of Staff

My man’s steed. My Man, My Man!

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